why can't we be friends, oh why can't we be friends?

gonna start this off with a piece of lyric, "i sing now, for all of you, with noone to hold on to."

so this blogg is going to be about something i know all too well.
moving around and best friends.

sure to some people it seems a lot of fun, living in different countries every couple of years. and yeah, it is fun seeing new countries, but the truth is that it actually is tough. im 15 and ive lived in 5 different countries, and gone to 6 different schools. i mean the experience is great and positive, but ive lost a lot of great friends.  ive lost best friends, and great class mates, but ive gotten used to it. after the normal 3 years, i would have to say bye to friends and start all over again.
and 2 years ago for the first time in my life i experienced a real loss. see i was changing schools within stockholm, so i was saying bye to friends i had for ages.. but then i had to say bye to my best friend, correction, shes more like my life. she was leaving to go back to england as her 3 years had gone. it was weird not having her in my class, being able to talk to her face to face everyday and being only to chat to her for a couple of hours each day if it was possible. and as our birthdays passed it was a wake up call saying that shes really gone.  wow, okay this is getting really mushy, ima try lighten it up before i start baling my eyes out.

now im not gonna mention her name as many people know who she is, but she really is my greatest friend as she knows everything about me even though we were only classmates for a year. now im not gonna blab on about why we're so close and blah blah, but for all those people out there that have that one close friend that they would never wanna loose, you get my drift? i love her tons and yes i do get jealous when her new friends talk to me about what they do now, but hey i live with it. and i just look forward to when we can see eacother the next time we see eacother. which will hopefully be at xmas ^^  shes an all time person that i love being with and even though we're countries apart we still have tons of fun together, she means the world and everything more to me and she knows it (:
love you sweetie, you know it.

    
summer 07. miss it!

thats all for now,, i need to run off soon so i hope you enjoyed this as a little fact of my life ;)
so as the movie Hot Rod likes to put it,,   stay sweet.
Little Miss Clueless.

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